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Amirrul Afiq's.
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Sunday, February 20, 2011, 1:40 AM
You tell me about it.
What I came acrossed means a lot actually. " Don't ever let a boy build you up with words. Because the higher you are, the harder you fall. And trust me, you always fall. " - Tumblr.I sort of miss my long hair. Sad girl.
I don't know what's up with me lately. Maybe because, I'm fucked up over a small matter. Maybe, I am too sensitive. Or, why not you tell me about it. I don't care if you read it, honestly. Just so you know, I am not a good girl/person. That's for you to believe it or not. Humans lie. Because, they wanted to protect themselves or they don't wanna hurt or let the other party know about something. Right? So, what's my point saying all these shit? I don't know about all these shit. Bet you do. I'm a failure in a relationship, that's a fact. Maybe, I'll try. Maybe, I'll give up. See, even I'm talking bullshit.And, I am no angel. I lied way too many times. Be it with my family, friends or anything. Don't tell me you never lie. That's crap. Whatever it is, I am not your bitch.
Ah, fuck my long hair! Don't like, it's curly.
Actually, I'm sick of everything, of anything. I don't wanna do this anymore. I hate my life. I'm an idiot. Just so you know, please wake up and see. I am still a teenager. I want to live it. I don't wanna get wasted. I want to enjoy my teenage life filled with happiness instead of tears. Why is this happening?I'm not a strong person, (though some people said I am) and I give up too easily. I kept reminding, no, saying to myself, what if things were different. No regrets. What the fuck am I talking about here. Fuck.